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1st December
2009
written by Boakyewaa

 

 Loving you is all I know

It’s been my life, my all

The central piece of my whole existence

Having you in my life, as a lover, as a friend

Makes the emptiness I often feel,

Just a little better

 

Loving you, I can’t explain why I do

I know that I always have and maybe always will

It’s become part of who I am,

Part of the air I breathe, the life I live

I can’t picture a world where you and I,

Aren’t together, in some way

 

But my love for you has become a burden

I can no longer bear

It threatens my sanity, my relationships, my heart, my life

I knew the end would eventually come

You saw it earlier than I did

But best I see it now, than never at all

 

We’re not meant to be, are we?

Not as friends, and not as lovers

To be with you, around you, near you,

Is too painful to endure

To be without you at all

Is too excruciating to comprehend

But the time has come to make a choice

 

It breaks my heart to let this go

It will hurt for years to come

But on this day, without any fanfare, without debate

I must wholly and completely let you go

On this day, I must dig deep for the strength and the will to move on

It’s truly time to say, goodbye, my love, goodbye

21 Comments

  1. Vee
    01/12/2009

    Good stuff B…keep it up..

  2. OHEMAA
    01/12/2009

    THIS POEM ECHOES EXACTLY WHAT IS ON MY MIND RIGHT NOW; WHEN A RELATIONSHIP OR MARRIAGE ISN’T GOING WELL, IT IS OK TO LET GO EVEN THOUGH IT MIGHT HURT, COZ IT CUD BE DAMAGING OTHERWISE.KUDOS B.

  3. EAK
    01/12/2009

    I smile even though that poem cries, because you have the talent to make a poem “cry”. Excellent work

  4. AkosuaD
    01/12/2009

    So true, so true….fear of the unknown sometimes clouds our judgement

  5. boakyewaa
    01/12/2009

    Thats a really sweet thing to say, EAK :)
    Each time I read the poem, I feel a little teary eyed. Letting go is a painful thing. But better the poem cries than me…

  6. God's Daughter
    01/12/2009

    DEATH TO LOVE DEATH DEATH DEATH. AT LEAST TO WORDLY LOVE. HEE HEE. YES I AM A CYNIC. BITE ME.

  7. Anthony
    02/12/2009

    Reflective words, which at one point we’ve all needed to say or will say, nice piece…

  8. togbui
    02/12/2009

    How can the mighty togbui comment on this? Love is for ninnies. Someone, hand me a towel!

  9. benjy
    02/12/2009

    sentimental words captured from a ruptured heart,
    bruised by love ,
    yet still this heart has the will to strive,
    but it draws weakness from the catastrophe that
    love has blown to it,
    it speaks its mind and resolves to let go……
    boakyewa has spoken the mind of a bleeding heart………….
    well done sis

  10. boakyewaa
    02/12/2009

    Geez, God’s Property, you havent recovered from a major broken heart, have you? You may think you have, but not really. Some deep hurt feelings are lingering. You’re still struggling with what happened, still questioning it. Sorry to psychoanalyze you, but your reaction to love says it all. We mask our pain as cynicism. It really isnt. I wish you the best my dear :)
    Thanks Anthony, yep, at one point or another, we do say these words. Hopefully, its not to the same person over and over again.
    Togbui, mr. tough guy huh. No comment, lolololol.
    Benjy, yes, its coming from a ruptured heart and yes, this heart still has the will to strive. We’re alive arent we, how can that not give anyone hope?

  11. Patty
    02/12/2009

    LOVE IT! :)

  12. Love
    02/12/2009

    This poem is too real and this whole love thing can be so tiring..but when u find it its one of the greatest things ever!!!!!!!!!!No one should give up on love!

  13. 02/12/2009

    Boakyewaa, this is truly beautiful!
    I bet you… your composition back-2-back with this Alicia Keys’ song can make a grown man cry.
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xm0R5XB2CWk
    This song has made me an Alicia fan.
    You, I’ve already been a major fan!

  14. Consensus
    03/12/2009

    It’s unfortunate my friend and myself had to say the same to each other after I nearly crushed her wedding.
    U wrote what’s on my heart and mind.
    Beautiful piece.

  15. boakyewaa
    03/12/2009

    Love, I see you’re a true believer huh. That’s good. No matter what happens to you in life, you shouldn’t give up on that. And I always say love goes hand in hand with respect. I can understand those who are cynical and jaded, because alot of people use ‘love’ as an excuse for unhealthy obsessive behavior. I love you, thats why I keep doing this or that. Its not about the words. Its about everything. How he treats you, and others. His view of life. His values. His heart. His mind. Its the whole package. Words don’t mean anything.
    Mike! Long time. I am definitely a fan of Alicia too. Her songs are always so deep. And I really love this new single.
    Consensus, you gate crashed your friend’s wedding cos you couldnt let her go? Thats serious. I hope you’ve moved past it now, man.

  16. Maame Efua
    05/03/2010

    Always better to let go when you know you can no longer hold on….i love this B.

  17. KWAMINA SAGU
    27/04/2010

    JUST AWESOME!!

  18. Ofusua
    20/05/2010

    this poem is a true reflection of what is running through my mind and am happy i read this it will urge me on thanks a million

  19. 24/05/2010

    awesome piece of work

  20. louisa
    12/06/2010

    Hey Buddy, I read this poem in awe! U gat depth, baby…

  21. 20/07/2010

    Follow up poem

    I asked myself

    When the unending ring is on
    Can the yearning will still be strong
    To let go
    Or
    Will the hoping heart look beyond
    And hold on

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